Wednesday 8 July 2015

Raining Cats and Dogs

Its raining cats and dogs in here and many in Kolkata must be cursing the rain-Gods for this relentless downpour. With all these constructions going in and around the city, the chance of a prolonged water-logging is high and the situation is of utmost inconvenience, especially for daily-wagers. But being locked inside, going through a post-surgery resting phase, I am actually enjoying the rain. 

A lot of people enjoy the rain. I think 'Pluviophile' is the word for us. People relate certain memories with rain. I knew a girl who would smile at rain-drops dripping from the leaves of a tree. She said that they help her remember the day she went out with her father on a solo ride in the woods. That was the most prominent happy memory she has of him. The next day he died in an accident.

It is not unnatural that I would have a memory too. In fact I have many and as soon as it starts to rains, all of them come crowding to my head. I just want to share one of such memory. 2 years back I was doing my Masters under a professor who had a very sadistic and whimsical nature. I do not hold any personal grudge against him because eventually all ended well for me, but somehow a few memories of that time still haunts me. I remember one late evening in mid-July and it was just a few days before my thesis submission. It was raining just like today. I was working late that day(as usual) and was on my way to his house for a final review. On my way I skidded my bicycle 2 times and was completely drenched. When I finally reached his door, he seemed to be very unhappy with me ( I did not understand why). When I handed him my thesis copy he was furious as he founded a huge number of faults with my work (I did not ask him why he was finding them now, on the final hour, and let them pass by earlier when I have shared the thesis). After much pursing he finally agreed on me doing the corrections that night only and produce an entire fresh copy for the next day submission. I kept my chin strong that night but inside I was broken. I paddled 15 mins in the rain to reach the lab and stayed up all night to get it done. I did it but it was never for a cheaper price. Well! That was it. 

No matter where I am and what I do, I always take a pause to reflect on this incident when ever it rains like that night of July, 2013. 




Thursday 16 April 2015

The Power Within

A friend put forward a very important point today,

".. the way to be perfect is not to do"

If you want a perfect situation do not take challenges... be safe and passive with no botheration. But if you decide to do something new, problems are bound to occur. The key is to become the master of the problem and not let the problem take charge of your life... The idea is to fight the odds and have faith in yourself... 


May be you are looking up for answers. Who knows, may be He is looking down, counting you.."For, even the wise cannot see all ends."

Sunday 4 January 2015

Will He Forgive Us ?

Will I or will I not take a stand if the hour calls for it ? 
Should I or should I not expect my fellow men to do the same?
Books lay scattered on the floor, yet to be read,
Mothers mourn as we all dropped our heads in shame.




No crime can be committed by a child whose punishment is death by bullet. Will Allah or Shiva or Jesus or Buddha let us wade into such darkness where innocence is betrayed and honesty ridiculed ? I wonder !


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